Uncertain by Rachel Harvey

I call out to You again and again
So why is my heart failing me?
My God have I offended You?
Do You not love me anymore?
How can I respond to You when You say nothing?
Im so weak without You God
I fear without You
So where have You gone?
When will you come back?
I'm doubting You're even there anymore…
Oh please reveal yourself to me!!!
I can't stand Your silence!
It hurts me
What will bring me back into Your arms again?
You know I love You
But right now it's hard to
Why won't You turn Your face to me?
I'm sick of seeing Your back
Ok so You're probably testing my faith
Well I'm still here, I'm not leaving
So please don't You leave!
You know I need You
I do!
Oh let me know Your touch
Let me know You love me
Let that be enough!
I recognise this is a low time
I know I'm falling with my insecurities
Please catch me!
I'm trying to grasp Your hand but it's slipping
I have an image God
It's blocking my view of You
We both know what it is
My own strength can't remove it
Only You can
But the stain will still remain
You might forget my sins, but I don't
It's cold and lonely here on my own
I need You to turn to
So please let me turn to You
Help me past this obstacle
Don't let him hold it over me
Otherwise it disregards Your spilt blood
Please I'm at my lowest
I'm begging You
Crawling to You
Take me back?

My child! Don't keep running
You're forgiven, set free
Why won't you believe that?
You talk of past events
I don't remember them.
As far as the east is from the west (Psalm 103:12)
So far I have removed your transgressions (Psalm 103:12)
I love you with a love that is everlasting (Jeremiah 31:3)
Peace I leave with you (John 14:27)
My peace I give you. (John 14:27)
I do not give to you as the world gives (John 14:27)
Do not let your heart be troubled (John 14:27)
and do not be afraid. (John 14:27)
Oh My child I have lavished My love on you (1 John 3:1)
I know when you sit and when you rise (Psalm 139:2)
I know all your thoughts (Psalm 139:2)
I discern your going out and your lying down (Psalm 139:3)
I know all your ways because I created you (Psalm 139:3)
I know what you will say before you even say it (Psalm 139:4)
You can't hide from me My child (Psalm 139:7)
Darkness cannot even hide you (Psalm 139:11-12)
For I turn your darkness into light (2 Samuel 22:29)
I the God of peace will soon crush satan under your feet (Romans 16:20)
One day I will wipe away every tear from your eyes (Revelation 21:4)
You are fearfully and wonderfully made (Psalm 139:14)
Even if your mother may forget you, I won't (Isaiah 49:15)
For I have engraved you on the palms of My hands (Isaiah 49:16)
I am your father, and I love you even as I love My Son Jesus (John 17:23)
And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age. (Matthew 28:20)

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